The idea of liking someone. Talking to that special someone everyday. Cuddling. Watching movies and going out for dinner. Hanging out with their group of friends. Taking long walks in the park/beach. Holding hands. Hearing other’s say “Awe they’re so cute together, I wish I had a relationship like that.” Having a smile on my face 24/7 because of that special someone. I just don’t like the feeling of getting hurt. Getting used. Getting played. Getting led on.